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Claire Kelly's avatar

"lower than Hades, darker than Hell

a street life, a meek life, with the odd burst of shouting

surpasses a squaddie sticking the knife in

the guts of someone he’s not sure he’d be hating

if he were propped up at the bar with the girls and the guys

he fell for the shilling and deliberate lies of the government"

This hits so deeply in this present moment. 💜

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Jill Eng's avatar

Amazing writing, Zivah. I was really moved by this piece--and will go in for a second read. Deep sensitivity, awareness, and pain from your pen. I appreciated the focus on this topic. Such a nightmare.

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Zivah Avraham's avatar

Thank you. It’s a topic close to my heart for quite a few reasons. Which sometimes means I can’t write about it at all.

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Debdutta Pal's avatar

There are parts I understand too well, and parts I can't. Maybe no one can, unless they've experienced it first hand. But feeling it? You make us do that so well. I'm chilled by the rain.

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Zivah Avraham's avatar

Thank you so much. I can only understand it as a close bystander. But that’s still not going to be anything like experience for yourself.

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Nancy Santos's avatar

Powerful lines, Zivah! I instinctively read this fast like an Eminem diss track. After reading your notes, the speed and emphasis seemed fitting for hammering the message.

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Zivah Avraham's avatar

I’m glad you read it that way - that was the intention. I’m all for an Eminem read out.

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Nancy Santos's avatar

Oh good! I remember the first time watching video of poetry readings and everybody talked soooo slow like they wanted me to fall asleep. 🤣

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Zivah Avraham's avatar

Oh god, no! Poetry’s supposed to wake you up!

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kōtare's avatar

Hard hitting reality Zivah. I have taken care of so many Vets in the ER. The PTSD is so real.

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Zivah Avraham's avatar

Thank you. Yes, PTSD is horrendous.

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Keith Long's avatar

I wanna restack quote that Justice is swerved line, it’s so good, but I don’t wanna take away the impact it has at the end lol

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Zivah Avraham's avatar

Haha! Thank you for the compliment! I’ve had this quandary with other people’s fiction and poetry before. I may have crossed the line a few times - and then run away 😂

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Jeremy Marks's avatar

This is so important. Thank you, Zivah. I felt every note you hit here was pitch perfect.

Have you heard of Dr. Jonathan Shay? He worked with veterans, particularly from the Vietnam War, who suffered moral injury. His books Odysseus in America and Achilles in Vietnam are profoundly moving. I give them ny highest recommendation.

He discusses how soldiers are expected to simply return and reintegrate themselves, and how this does not work for so many.

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Zivah Avraham's avatar

Thank you, Jeremy.

No, I haven’t heard of him, but I feel like I should. I’m adding those books to my list - they definitely sound like they belong in my library.

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Jeremy Marks's avatar

I learned a great deal from them. And I found Shay's use of Homer extremely meaningful.

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Zivah Avraham's avatar

Thank you for the recommendations.

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Jeremy Marks's avatar

You're most welcome.

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Josh Datko's avatar

"the guts of someone he’s not sure he’d be hating "

Yeah, pretty much. Nicely done.

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Zivah Avraham's avatar

Thank you, Josh.

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